#xd30 – 26 – and what if I don’t 

I fear every day I am falling behind and will not be able to reach my dreams. My bill paying job, so far from where I want to be. The hours are trash and every white woman who has called herself my manager has left because they can’t handle the pressure. So I endure that pressure for a lower wage. 
I want to get out but what’s next? What is here? I am falling behind. I can sometimes try and convince myself that this is just a rough patch, but today isn’t one of those days. I can’t dress this up today, it’s just my truth. 

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